January 2010
8 posts
Rapid Eye Movement
i only get a good nights sleep when you’re next to me. i just sleep so much better. it takes me hours to fall asleep on my own. but when youre holding me, i can fall asleep in a couple seconds. i wake up energized and happy. normally people don’t wake up happy but for me its a completely different story. when im asleep, i dream of you and i together and when i wake up, im happy because...
something unsettling.
theres still that odd feeling in my heart. i get it whenever i look at you. is it a good feeling? i don’t think so. it isn’t your fault though. its mine. there is something i can sense in my mind that does not sit right. its what makes me not believe what you tell me. its what makes me keep my guard up. its what makes me keep my heart at bay. it makes me keep my heart protected. i...
mind reader.
i like laying next to you. with you holding me in your arms. you look so cute and at peace but i cant help but wonder: what are you really thinking? you tell me how much you like me, you show me how much you like me, and you let me feel how much you like me. but i dont know. theres something in my head that makes me think its too good to be true. is it really that hard to believe someone likes me...
a thought.
if i fail at life, does that mean i win at death?
what is love?
none of us know, we spend our whole lives secretly looking for it. we’d do anything. we’d kill for it, we would even die for it. yet when its staring at us right in the face, we’re so afraid to do anything. so afraid that we’d sometimes even pass up the chance. why can’t we just take it? too much to lose? or afraid of how much we’ll really gain?
